I already won half the battle without any (my) efforts.!!!

Do read, if you are not under pressure of work; free from confusion with daily happenings and cherish back.


Every day, I reach office with full of spirits and zeal. At the main entrance, security with a confusion pose says “Please wear your ID, sir” and I give a smile to that lady. When I reach my desk, I need to say a forced Hai to the team member who sits beside me. The moment when the clock shows 12:00 we have a daily standup call, so I and my partner will attend this meeting with coffee. The standup will go in National language which sometimes I don’t get exactly what the conversation is? And I laugh myself and I speak in English if it is my turn. It’s (almost) done, for the day. I try to ping some of my friends, hardly most of the replies saying “no toil”, some with red indicators (busy), away and least offline. My Lead dings a question in communicator and will say find the loophole in the Mantis: 123456. I as a very good compiler easily or with some effort will find the root cause and dings it back with solution. Now It’s almost snacks time but I eat paratha with chicken gravy and one snikers, I forgot to have my lunch. In the cafeteria One of my friends, chalo we’ll play Table Tennis and that continues up to the sun set out. Again I will return to my desk and try to reply all the mails with precedence. Meanwhile I keep some time to solve the upper portion of Rubik’s cube… I fail, only able to finish two floors of it. Now its 8:00PM, with humming music and by touching the cool breeze, I’ll go to my living room on foot(very near). So many thoughts flickering in my mind, one simple Question everyday what I did for the day…!!! A smile, hai, coffee, code change, taste of chicken and a play. Yoo, man I’m happy, I’m thinking that I can do something more than this… but what???

Let’s go back to the flashback… I just done with my SSC, stood school first and thinking which track to choose?? MPC or BiPC, suddenly my elder sister came and telling ki arey BiPC teeskonnavo Kappani Koyyalsi vastadi (if you come to BiPC, you need to tackle with the lives of Frogs and all)… so I scared and I took MPC with no Idea… (May be wrong/right decision). When I done with Intermediate I was applaud as one of the toppers. Again thinking which track to choose?? CA or Engineering, I got 3rd rank in state level talent test conducted by Master Minds -CA academy and I got 1963 rank in Eamcet. Now with supervision my elder brother said, go with ECE in a good college so that you can have opportunities towards Core and IT. One of my father’s friends suggested, go with this college XXXX… I took Electrical… (May be wrong/right decision). When I done with Engineering, JayahOO last bench boys…. No job, No responsibilities.


After few trials, I got two opportunities 1. MphasiS (with my talent) 2. Oracle (with referral)…. At this moment my father asked me, where you want to go… I said with no hesitation MphasiS because I won it with my skill. If you see the life in IT sector, it is near to what a mentioned in very first piece. I feel my life is monotonous in these days. I expect some change, so I started travelling and reading books. My decisions are always wrong in my real life and I can’t stand without proper vision on particular thing whether it may be the work what I’m doing or the thing which I’m going to do or a game which I play or anything. Once I’m comfort with something I can play my role. Yesterday I chat with my father, he said “whatever you want to do in your life do it… you have the age, we will be happy if you reach heights and we are there to support you at any cost”. Aapki Jindagi me tume jo karna chahte ho, vo karo. Green signal… All these incidents, knowledge escort to explode fire in me. Whatever may be the footpath core or management, my strength is Logic. I will do MBA (again, no Idea for what it is) 2013 batch, just to explore myself for two more years and will come with shined Logic. I’m sure, definitely I’ll return something to the society which may or may not help in building the nation. During this time and ever I’ll share love to my friends and my family.

Hello my friends, I need some sort of motivation and love especially from you, firmly to set this decision up.

Dated forever,

Anil G. Kumar